New Account!
Hey everyone, so, decided to slowly get back into dA and trying to advertise my art stuffs, and I feel this account is a bit outdated, so decided to make a new onee
Most people who've known me the past few years probably know the account name (it's my usual username now), but if you're curious, feel free to hit me up! And if you're shy because it's been ages or something I also feel that, you could probably search my OC names or something and I'll come up. And if all that isn't helpful, it starts with "ny", ends in "rator", and has nothing else in-between~
Of course, I'll still have this account around- one, because I never like seeing art disappear in general, even if it's my old cringe-y bad art, and two, because I still remember a lot of my old friends I haven't talked to in ages and think of them fondly, and I think this account is the best way for people to still find and keep in contact with me should they ever feel the need.
Though, not sure what to do with this account otherwise- probably will be inactive honestly, though maybe I could use it for fanart or something, who knows, see shall see...
Lots of stuff changed
Hey, dA, it's been a while... again. Been debating coming back here for a while now. Website has changed and is more confusing, but such is the way of the internet.
Been debating if I should either change my username, or make a new account and keep this one up but dormant.
On one hand, lots of memories here, and lots of stats and history and stuff that I wouldn't want to leave behind. On the other hand, lots of embarrassing childhood things that I'm not sure if I should mix in my newer art with.
Then again, I'm not really a professional (and I have no intention of taking down art if I can help it, I never like to be on the receiving end of missing art).
Still active on my tumblr and twitter, still living that adult life- In quarantine but with my silk flower shop job waiting for me to come back, my sister passed away earlier this year (it's mean to say, but I am better off, thankfully), I'm completely out of debt, and thanks to the virus I'm somehow able to save money again. Still fighting lots of depression and anxiety personally, but I be okay overall. Got a boyfriend, as a matter of fact- The greatest person I've ever met, we met back in 2014, started officially dating about two years ago, and he's been wonderful to me since we've met. If not for the Canadian border, we'd be living together, as a matter of fact.
But yeah, I'm still actively drawing. I even have a web comic now- a very depressing one, so I don't recommend reading it, but I might make a separate account for that at least- That's something I think I'd like to be viewed as separate from this account, not sure why, but it can be found on my other social media pages for those interested.
But yeah, still looking back, still admiring all the friends from back then- I've become a very withdrawn person, and communicating and keeping in touch is extremely hard for me, but I still think fondly of almost everyone from my past, to be honest. People who shaped me to be who I am today, many are still good friends of mine in my heart, even if we haven't talked in ages. Hope people are still doing okay out there.
Been getting a lot of weird messages for the past year from some random person and it's definitely very strange, but I guess some people just be wired different. It seems like they knew a lot of people from back in the TVTome days, and from what little browsing I did I can see I'm not the only one, but hey at the very least this person being slighted 12 years ago reminded me of how nice it was back then and how cool the people were back then (those that are still watching this account you're all still cool people even if we grew apart). If you're reading this random-person-who-keeps-messaging-me, I'm still not sure exactly what your goal is but hopefully you'll be able to let things go eventually and move on and hopefully not bother other people too much.
Also I still can't believe TVTome was 12+ years ago, it's surreal seeing people still around and still working on their crafts and writings and webcomics and whatnot, and wondering where some others are now, and keep up the good work peoples (and to the few who I randomly just stopped talking to, I apologize but I'm really bad at socializing). I think I've lost contact with pretty much everyone from those days, but still hold them dear to my heart in spite of how dumb a teenager I was back then.
(also yeah be wary of a stranger talking about TVTome)
but hey in other news uhh
I'm still me just still over on the tumblrs (and still not wanting to get rid of this account as embarrassing as it may be, too much history), still working on making a game eventually maybe hopefully, been making gijinkas of video game consoles, and random art stuffs in general, but haven't had much of a reason to upload things here honestly thanks to tumblr. I'm mostly called "Nyrator" these days and obsess over cute things, lavender things, and cynical/relateable-manga things. Mostly work at a job with flowers now and still trying to get my own apartment next year hopefully maybe.